My boo is in jail!!!?

well its this boi,and i like him,and we had a lot of "incounters" if u get my drift,and hes cool and all,but he is in a kinda holding place,hes like 16,and i wouldnt call it a jail-again in like 2 weeks .but since he's in jail,should i like be holding him down.lol.or w/e,or should i jus stick to the whole hide my emotions,thing,cuz knowing that hes not around jus makes me not wanna even go outside,but im not gonna ditch my freind,cuz its {bitches over ******} anyway,and my period is on,so i really dont fell like it.so what should i do,cuz i dont wanna show my real emotions,about really caring about here he is,so im jus acting really non-chelont,and playing it off about it,but i dont really feel all hype bout it cuz its like i actually go out with the boi,but n'way.soooo wat should i do,show my real emotions,are jus play it calm&cool